Rick shared these quotes from The Mystic Way of Radiant Love by John Francis:
"Another metaphor suggestive of life energy is 'lamp oil'. It
occurs in the intriguing parable of the five wise and the five foolish
maidens (Matthew 25:1)... Let us consider that the number five, which is
repeated twice, is a key to interpretation. There are five physical
senses - sight, hearing, taste, touch and smell. From the mystical point
of view, there is a wise and a foolish way of using these senses. In
mysticism, lamp oil is a common metaphor for the life energy that is
associated with the sensory organs... a sleeping maiden could represent
a sense organ that is still and inactive. The parable thus presents us
with sense organs that have entered an inactive ('sleeping') state
through either wise or foolish means. The wise way to still the senses
is through self-discipline that conserves life energy ('lamp oil'). The
foolish way to sensory stillness is through exhaustion resulting from
overindulgence in sensuality which drains the life energy."
"The
parable would thus be telling us that to enter into the heart's cave
(marriage chamber) sufficient life energy is required to illuminate the
way. This interpretation is certainly consistent with contemplative
experience. Anyone who has tried to focus attention inwardly in
contemplation knows how difficult it is to remain alert and responsive
when in a fatigued condition... this parable has the added dimension of
instructing us regarding the inner discipline required to transcend
ordinary, dualistic awareness and feel the Love beyond pleasure and
pain." (pages 23-24)
At the close of our meeting, Joan shared this poem that she had written during our time together:
This is my prayer:
My Lord, I must come
to realize that I will always have enough oil, enough energy, enough longing to
make ready for your coming.
Indeed, I must believe
you are coming any minute. I can’t wait until later to know how to be ready. I
have to right now bend and stand straight before the glory you are. Close my
eyes not in sleep but in reverence; your light is greater, bolder, more joyous
than my lamp. My lamp is dim compared to what you offer this world. To be ready
for you, I must first be in awe that you are alive, the fullness of grace and
blessing, the wisdom and deepest voice coming, coming, now and always coming. I
have a small lamp, Lord make this lamp grow. I have a waiting heart, make this
heart patient. I have a crowd of thoughts, make them one steady flame of your
love coming into me. Come into me and make me your flame.
Amen, and amen.